Little Whore-Faced Cunt

Blame, fuck you, Her, Jealousy, Journal, no trust, Personal, Religion

I’m hurt and angry – cadence and I have been broken up for awhile now, and I had been taking it really well..

And of course there is a “but”, so here it is.

Ya know that bitch, Megan? His friend who he always was texting and skyping? The same little christian whore who he liked eight years ago?

Guess what – the little lying bastard ex likes her. He likes her.

How long did it take him to get over me? two, maybe three weeks? fuck that shit.

Not to mention that this is the same girl I was insecure he would leave me for… Do I just have an unfortunate life? I thought these things only happened to really bad people, like rapists and mass-murders.

I’m a decent person, I don’t step on ants and I feel bad when I walk on grass. I’m anti-pesticides and want our earth to be healthy. So why do I have such awful karma?

I guess what really just gets my goat is that he acts like such a goodie-two-shoes, just like the fucking cunt does too. He’s stopped cussing, he’s stopped being himself. He is actually being nice and I don’t get it. Why isn’t he angry and upset like me? Why does he like her????

OF ALL PEOPLE WHY DID HE PICK HER.

She is the only person in the world I would have cared about him having feelings for (this much).

It makes me angry because I was about to break up with him and he threw me off guard and broke up with me.

It makes me angry because he knows that I care that he has feelings for megan.

It makes me angry because he is gossiping about me.

It makes me angry that he isn’t more upset about me sexting Zenyn.

I am hurt because he got over me so fast, and now he has blocked my number even though I never stopped being civil to him.

He told me “I love you more than I did yesterday, and less than I will tomorrow”. Then a week later broke up with me.  He broke up with me. He is telling people I broke his heart, and yesterday when I messaged him with a paragraph explaining why I was upset friday at the theatre, he responded really short and said he didn’t want to talk anymore because it wasn’t good for him..

Why do i have to care? Why can’t he!? Why am I the one who is still upset

 

AND FUCKING MEGAN HAD THE NERVE TO TRY AND HELP ME – SHE THOUGHT SHE HAD THE RIGHT TO TRY AND BE MY FRIEND.

THAT BITCH.

I HATE HER AND I WILL ALWAYS HATE HER UNTIL THE DAY I DIE AND I HOPE SHE HAS A MISERABLE LIFE TRYING TO CONFORM TO HER CHRISTIAN PARENTS LIFESTYLE THAT THEY HAVE PRESCRIBED TO HER. I HOPE SHE IS QUEER AND LIVES HER ENTIRE LIFE IN MISERY AND CAN NEVER COME OUT. I WANT HER TO BE UNHAPPY HER ENTIRE LIFE.

I hope she is miserable. I hope she knows I hate her, that I think she is a little cunt faced bitch. I want her to know. I want her to read this – so, If you’re reading this Megan Fuckface Fairbanks, I hate you and I want you to know that you’re a whore and a bitch and you are awful at writing debate cases, thanks for being such a shitty debate partner. Also, your sense of style is horse-shit. And your eyeliner is always messed up. And mascara is clumpy. You need to get your makeup game on point, bitch. Also, your hips have really bad cellulite and your “cute” selfie face looks like a baby squirrel was run over by a tractor. I’m also really happy that your asshole boyfriend who I never liked, cheated on you. I’m happy you had to deal with that pain. I’m also really happy you illegally dated an adult and that you have a smush-face. You’re ugly, bitch.

And yeah, I might have an ugly heart, but I have a nice ass, boobs, and my face is beautiful even without makeup – at least I don’t have the sad excuse of a face that you do.

So, Megan.

I hate you and I always have – also, people do talk about you behind your back. We don’t like you.

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