As homework takes me as prisoner and the world grows darker, I try and keep a bright mind. It becomes difficult when everything starts spinning faster.
What makes this time of my life even more confusing is the fact that I’m currently questioning my sexuality. There’s this girl at my school and I either really like her as a friend and it makes me like her as a person. Or I’m obsessed. and I think it’s the latter.
I want it to be the latter…
She has the most beautiful eyes and we can hold intelligent conversations. I find myself staring at her lips, wondering what they would feel like in between mine.
I enjoy her company immensely. Maybe we are just “kindred spirits”, as Anne from Anne of Green Gables would say.
I know I need to hold off on inspiring my emotions for now. I am just getting over Guy #2 and it’s been five months since Guy #1 and I broke up. This could all just be sad, confused feelings.
I broke up with someone and got rejected in a short period of time and now I’m thinking I might be bisexual.
I need time. Time may not solve problems, but it gives me a moment to think about everything that I need to, so I can come to conclusions.
She is beautiful.